Experience
SPIRITUAL AWAKENING – RETURN HOME
Spiritual Awakening Experience: Realizing My True Nature, Experiencing Unconditional Love and Nirvana
This is a full account of my own experience, which I consider to be “ordinary” in the sense that no one is more special than another between those who have experienced it and those who haven’t. Eventually, everyone will go through it, either in this life or the next.
Looking back over the past year, I have changed a lot in terms of my consciousness and have become more confident in sharing my own experiences. This is a practical experience that I believe will be helpful for many people—”Blessed are those who have not seen but still believe.” And this is one of the reasons that led me to my current work, to spread the truth/reality that “Our true nature is perfect, love is incredibly beautiful, and life is wonderful. We are here to be loved and to give love, to exercise our free will, and to be the creators of our own lives.”
According to some sources, 2012 was one of the great years of awakening for humanity. 2020 was also such a year, and during that time, I connected with many other awakened friends like Hoàng Minh, Ngô Sa Thạch, Nguyễn Thọ Tuấn Anh, and learned about similar experiences from channels like Johnny Trí Nguyễn and Nguyễn Hồng Huấn.
As the vibration of Earth increases, more and more people among us will realize that there is something deeper than the fast-paced life we’re living. Yes, welcome back “HOME.”
THE EVENT THAT HAPPENED TO ME IN LATE JANUARY 2020
-
For many years, I was stressed without even realizing it. Everything in my life seemed to be stuck, with no way out, until one day I couldn’t take it anymore and felt like I was going to burn out.
-
After a few months of not doing anything, just thinking and reflecting on everything that had happened, I lost trust in my loved ones. I spent my time contemplating the way I thought.
-
I realized I had some very “improper” thoughts, not in line with social norms. But somehow, while thinking these “improper” thoughts, I felt joyful, elated, and at ease. Then I wondered, “Why am I thinking like this?” Overall, at that time, I felt like I had completely shattered my image of myself as a “good person.”
-
I listened to Tarot readings a lot, almost like an addiction. But occasionally, the thought would flash in my mind, “Is this real or just an illusion?” However, I couldn’t bring myself to listen to teachings from spiritual teachers. I couldn’t absorb them; it felt like there was a block inside me.
-
I read books about the subconscious and practiced gratitude, but I was doing it with mixed emotions, a bit skeptical.
At that time, I felt extremely frustrated and confused. I didn’t know what was real or not, and I didn’t know how to continue living.
THE UNIVERSE’S LOTTERY
Before this event, I had no spiritual knowledge at all. I just knew that after death, you either become a ghost or reincarnate or transcend. I knew about Jesus and Buddha, but that was it. As for humans, I believed we evolved from apes, as Darwin said, and that was the end of it. Though I was curious, I didn’t delve deeper, except wondering where we go after death.
And here’s how it happened:
-
It was on New Year’s Eve, and from my balcony, I could see the fireworks very clearly. I watched the fireworks and thought, “The fireworks are beautiful, but they are so sad. Why have I been watching them alone for so many years?” Yet, I didn’t actually feel sad at that moment. Then another thought popped into my mind: “Are you crazy? Fireworks are beautiful, not sad. You’re sad because you’re sad, not because of the fireworks.” ^^
This was similar to an experience I had back in elementary school. For some reason, I had this thought, “I hate weddings. Weddings are nonsense. I don’t care about them.” Then, one day, my neighbor had a wedding. I thought, “I hate weddings, I won’t watch,” so I crawled into bed and pulled the blanket over me to sleep. But then, I heard fireworks and people laughing and talking. Suddenly, I realized I didn’t actually hate weddings. I thought they were fun, so I jumped out of bed and ran to watch. ^^
Usually, the way we think triggers corresponding emotions. Sometimes, we imagine a situation and think, “If I were in that situation, I would feel this or that.” But in this case, I realized that “what I thought I would feel” was different from what I actually felt. And in the fireworks situation, I later realized that fireworks themselves have no “feeling” (they are void of emotion). It was because I was sad that I projected my own “sadness” onto them. ^^
-
A few days later, while watering a rose on my balcony, a thought flashed through my mind like a movie reel, perhaps in less than a second. I saw myself as an observer of my own thoughts, realizing that I was not my thoughts. In that moment, I understood the Buddhist teaching: “I am not my thoughts or emotions.”
-
A few days after that, in the afternoon, I sat outside on the balcony reading a book, a normal book, nothing special. Suddenly, in an instant, tears welled up in my eyes as I experienced a profound bliss, an endless love of Nirvana. There was nothing on Earth, nothing in this world, that was as beautiful, grand, or wonderful as that. No words could express the “indescribable” nature of that love.
Here is the translation of the text you provided:
And here are the things I know for sure in that brief moment.
This is not belief from books, not something external that’s been imposed, but a deep knowing for sure.
1. This is unconditional love, the compassion that all religions speak of.
2.This is the bliss of Nirvana. And clearly, since I’m still alive, this is a state of consciousness. Nirvana, Heaven, or Hell are states of consciousness, not physical locations.
3.The Creator truly exists. The one who created everything in this world. There is no beginning, no end.
4.Everything is one – We are all one, there’s no distinction, no separation, nothing is more beautiful, noble, or special than anything else. Light or darkness is also one.
5.We are eternal, not born, not dying. In other words, we never truly die. Physical death is merely a change in the physical body’s outer shell.
6.Everything has consciousness. Not only humans, but animals, plants, and even inanimate objects, all forms of matter have consciousness. In other words, matter is consciousness and vice versa.
7.We have boundless freedom. We are free to create our own life without limits.
8.Each individual is absolutely complete and whole. We do not need anyone else to make us whole, including mentally, emotionally, or physically. This means that many societal concepts about romantic love today are completely wrong.
9.We were born in infinite love, and we are given that love throughout our lives. No entity, no force imposes hardship upon us. Everything in nature, in society, is a tool, a means for us to experience life.
10.We are a microcosm of the universe. Therefore, to understand anything outside, we must first understand what’s within. This also means that the great teachers are not somewhere far away, not separate from you. You have the divine within, you have the Buddha nature, and you are your own teacher.
11.Telepathy is real. The Creator speaks to me through that. Words are too limited to convey the truth.
12.In that moment, I had no awareness of gender, I didn’t see any division of gender but only equality. This means that whether we are male or female, it does not hinder our realization of the truth. Maybe women will struggle more in “spiritual practice” because of weaker physical constitution compared to men, but there is no gender superior to the other.
The next part is a personal reflection on a spiritual journey, which leads to an understanding of inner peace and oneness with self:
A few days later, over the course of about two weeks, I was in a state of “being everything and being nothing at all.” I lost the ego – the self. My whole being felt wrapped in a bubble of bliss. Nothing from the outside could make me sad, angry, upset, or uncomfortable; even if I tried to feel sad, I couldn’t. There were no negative emotions, nor any overly excited feelings, just peace, and joy, but not in the ordinary sense – not bland or dull.
After this period, I realized how fortunate I was to have had such experiences. Many people who practice for years and are very knowledgeable about scriptures have not experienced this. So, I searched the internet to understand what this was, and gradually, I was led to hypnosis, which is what I do now.
In summary, this was the first step toward realizing and returning to a state of “being an observer of myself,” no longer identifying with thoughts or emotions. I understand that, on the outside, I still carry water and firewood, but my inner mindset can never go back to how it was before. However, I also know that I won’t move forward if I let myself get caught up in the game of the mind, ego. I won’t progress in anything if I don’t practice and be patient.
Over a year has passed, and one clear shift in me is that in the past, there were times when I felt lonely and wanted to “go home” because I didn’t understand why I was placed here in this beautiful and loving place. But as I encountered difficulties, I would cry and long to go back ^^; Over time, this longing decreased, and now, even when difficulties arise, I don’t long to leave. I now find joy in living here. It’s as if, once I realized my completeness, I was already “at home.”
I’m sharing this story now because there are more people following my journey on Facebook. Some have found their path, and some have not after their hypnosis session. I want to say that what I share is not theory; it’s what I’ve truly experienced. No matter how difficult your circumstances may seem, believe that you were born and are here in absolute love and freedom. Let go of mental constraints, reconnect with yourself, and you will realize the truth. Only through practice and patience will results come.
Only by returning to observe and understand yourself will you become complete with yourself – returning home.
WELCOME HOME!
Love and Gratitude!