FAIRY COMES TO EARTH

She came with a question that she would normally call “a very stupid question,” but accepted that “stupidity requires asking.” I will refrain from mentioning her question. I thank all those, both visible and invisible, who have joined us. And this is her story.

She said she was flying on the clouds. She wore a long white dress, with her hair half tied up and half flowing. The clouds were not thick, and she could see through them down to the ground. In her right arm, she held a baby wrapped in a brownish-yellow blanket, with a swastika pattern on the fabric. She couldn’t tell if it was a boy or a girl. In her left hand, she carried a wooden basin with a golden carp inside, neither too big nor too small. She didn’t feel a sense of familiarity with these things, she was just bringing them to someone.

Oh, she was bringing them to Buddha. She walked into his presence naturally, without anyone stopping her. He was in a very unusual posture, half-lying, half-sitting, with his head tilted to one side resting on his arm. She had never seen him in this posture in real life. She placed both things near him, because she didn’t know what else to do with them. She simply said that she had brought them to the right place and that she was done with her task. He asked her: “Are you happy?” She didn’t answer. Then she walked out. She cried because she felt so lonely.

Quantum Hypnosis – Past Life as a Forest Fairy and the Message for the Present Life

The golden carp came from a stream of fish in the river on Earth where I walked past. I often passed by various places, talking to the creatures and asking about their lives, what they enjoyed, and what wishes they had. The carp said it wanted to meet Buddha, and I told it this was not difficult for me, I would bring it to meet him.

As for the baby, I saw it placed under a tree. When I arrived, it was lying there alone. I saw a woman who had abandoned it. She was dressed very elegantly and majestically, with a somewhat stern face, but there was no cruelty in her heart. She knew that leaving the baby there was something she had to do, without any sorrow or malicious intent, just accepting it as necessary. I didn’t chase after her; I picked up the baby and realized I couldn’t leave it there, it would be dangerous for it. But I also had no idea what to do with it, I didn’t even know if it was a boy or a girl. So, I took it to the Buddha.

I knew who my parents were and knew I was loved deeply, though that love was not expressed in words or actions. I had the freedom to go anywhere, even to secret places that very few could access, without asking permission, if I wanted to. But I didn’t enjoy going to those places. I had the freedom to roam both in the sky and on the ground. There were meetings, but I didn’t like attending, so I always sneaked out, going to the lotus pond to play with the golden carp I brought. I didn’t have any responsibilities. Oh my, I found myself chopping vegetables for the pigs. The pig was smooth and pink with a halo. Actually, someone else was already doing this, but since I liked it, I did it, though it wasn’t my job.

This time, I wanted to go down to the human world, to explore further. Previously, I had only visited places with plants and animals. Now, I wanted to go farther. I descended a mountain where there was a stone gate called “Ngọc Thấu,” with steps going down. With each step down, I felt my body becoming heavier, my senses becoming more grounded. I didn’t have to ask anyone for permission; I could go wherever I wanted. I still wore my usual clothes, though a bit less grand. I could see people, and they could see me. I passed through a market, like an ancient Chinese market. They were selling all sorts of colorful items, and the atmosphere was lively. All the things they sold weren’t new to me, I knew what they were, but the lively atmosphere, which I didn’t experience above, felt very interesting. Oh, I saw children, big and small, and I thought to myself, my little baby will grow up just like them. I knew they were children, but I didn’t know how they would grow. Above, if one wanted a child, they just had to make a wish together. But people lived so long, so it took a long time before someone died, and babies were born. It was so long that I didn’t know how a child would grow.

Oh, I saw people fighting. Some people with money were beating those weaker than them. I didn’t know what this was called, I just thought it was a part of life, so I stood and watched. It wasn’t until I saw the other person crying that I realized it was a bad thing. Above, there was no such thing.

Every time I passed through those scenes and activities, my heart grew heavier. I kept walking and walking… until I reached the capital city. I only stood outside the city, but I could see inside, and I saw power struggles. Having seen so much of it, I wasn’t shocked anymore, but I felt so disappointed that in a place of such high prestige and knowledge, such things still existed. I felt so tired that I didn’t want to continue anymore. I sat by the riverbank to rest. I met a fisherman from a nearby village. I told him I was tired and asked if I could rest at his place for a while. I would help him with little tasks in daily life, but I just needed a place to rest before continuing my journey.

Time in the Human World, and the Return to Buddha

She stayed there for a while, then decided to return. She went back to the tree where she had found the baby. She saw that it had grown into a wise king. She felt wonderful because she hadn’t abandoned it, and she had seen how people behaved when they reached the pinnacle of power. A wise person in that position would help many people.

She walked up the stone steps leading to the mountaintop. With each step, she felt her body grow lighter and purer again. Ah, the stone gate called Ngọc Thấu, now she understood why it was named that. “Thấu” means to understand clearly, to see clearly. Every time she passed by, going up or down, it was like seeing and understanding herself more clearly. She went to meet Buddha. This time, he looked at her and smiled, and she also realized that her mouth had been smiling without her knowing. He asked her: “Are you happy this time?” She replied, “Very happy.”

At this point, she realized that in that place, there was deep love, but it was very calm, with no emotional highs or lows. What made her feel bored was not the places or locations, because there were places she had not even stepped foot in, but rather the flatness of the states of being. At this point, she understood that a colorful life for her meant a life full of emotional vibrations, not necessarily traveling to many places. She also realized that her love for the stillness was not boring anymore.

It is difficult to express and understand what deep, still love feels like. So, in the end, we suggested that her mother allow her to feel it. The mother said she would let her feel the moment she was conceived, and she should listen to it. Contrary to what we had imagined, she said that moment had nothing to it. There was no sound, no emotion, no warmth. It was nothingness, stillness, the absence of everything, and yet, it was all and nothing at the same time…